Life is full of quirks, one of them today would be that ashley and mary kate olsen are coming to a&m NOT! its so funny, a friend of mine almost cried when he found out it wasnt true! so funny so funny!
Tuesday, January 28
Monday, January 27
Well sprots fans, life is good, the super bowl was today, the comercials were cool, we played 99 and catchphrase, i had to lick matts ear, ditty had to dye his hair... mine was worse cause ditty looks kewl, talkin to miss judy as i'm writing this, HI MISS JUDY, though i dont know if you read this lol... just got IMed by benhamin, a nice surprise i must say, catchphrase is awesome, the ppl were good, specially rachel and judy, and i got to give prop to my man the ditty as he was offically dubbed by his highness steven the king tonight, he got the crazy comin from my mouth and got the right word. bouncing like a ball, i guess snickers and dr p can do that too you, song of the moment is daring daylight escape by caedmons call. i have to do homework tomorrw and mail gooses package. i have done no homework today... bummer, but tomorrow is a new day and God provides as the goose did say. my camera broke and its a ginormous bag o stinky cheese, i liked it, i want another camera, i like taking pics, i guess i'm like my dad in that regard, one day i might even be good, i wanna get that role developed cause if it turns out, i want you who dont know my Upstreamers to at least see them... one of the songs we sang today in freedom talked to me, well not the song, a conviction, you see the song said i give you my heart, i give you my soul, and i put two and two together, you see in the bible it says that one should rather blacken and cast aside your own eye than your soul, that was paraphrased and badly but i cant remember much more than that. but basically, the gist is that we are supposed to give up the very thing that is most precious in our lives, our very soul to God... wow, i haven't been doing that like i should... chris osbourne was awesome today, talked on Matt 24 i'm pretty sure, or 25, about how tradtions can blind us to the truth, how we base our faith around something man made instead of God... in sys theo we studied satan... theres more there than you could shake a stick at...
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There sitting in the night a small boy cries over a father lost and a mother present but absent in his life
the world that once held so much hope and life now holds only pain and death
the boy is but a child, but he will grow as children do, many things can be in store for him
but his heart is torn, broken, desolate... his anchors gone the boy difts in and out, seeking
even at a young age he feels the void, a longing he cannot fill, though through out his life he tries
sex, drugs, the occult, pornography, viloence, these are the alters he builds to the growing emptiness inside him
his life, his future, his hopes, his dreams, these are the sacrifices that he lays upon those altars
he can and will try anything, the witches and warlocks could not ease his pain, the prostitutes could not still his soul
his altars grow tall, threatening to block out the sky,
still he searches, the gangs do not bring him a family, in drugs he finds no peace
still his altars grow, still he sacrifices to the, crying out for them to save him, to end his pain
its been twenty years, the boy is a man in body but not in spirit, he has several children of his own now
each with a different mother, the altars now call for the ultimate sacrifice, he has nothing left to live for,
he doesn't think of his children, or his supposed friends as he stares at the ceiling, gun in hands
his last thoughts are of the beginings of his life, his last emotions are regret, silently he puts the gun into his mouth
listens for a moment to the crying child next door, his son, and pulls the trigger...
this boy through his life had many christian friends, but they were all to afraid to speak the faith they claimed
the simple faith that would have sent this boy down a very different path
as those friends waited in line for judgement, they saw him the boy they once knew...
his shoulders were slumped, his head hanging down, and by some couincedence he looked up
he saw his friends standing there, rage overtook his face, "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME? WHY DID YOU STAY SILENT? WHY?"
it was the boys turn, he knew what about to happen, screamed and fought against it with all his might
but once your dead its too late to change your mind, the boy looked at his friends once more and screamed "WHY?" as the demons dragged him into hell
when you share your faith all you put on the line is your dignity, your respect, your comfort, your life... on the other hand, his soul is on the line
so the next time when you feel that call to witness, put the fear that grabs your throat, and ice's your blood straight to the feet of God,
and then answer the call.. Matthew 28:18-20 And Jesus came up and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
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i dont know where that came from... i'm tired... goodnight ya'll devtheo@tamu.edu
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There sitting in the night a small boy cries over a father lost and a mother present but absent in his life
the world that once held so much hope and life now holds only pain and death
the boy is but a child, but he will grow as children do, many things can be in store for him
but his heart is torn, broken, desolate... his anchors gone the boy difts in and out, seeking
even at a young age he feels the void, a longing he cannot fill, though through out his life he tries
sex, drugs, the occult, pornography, viloence, these are the alters he builds to the growing emptiness inside him
his life, his future, his hopes, his dreams, these are the sacrifices that he lays upon those altars
he can and will try anything, the witches and warlocks could not ease his pain, the prostitutes could not still his soul
his altars grow tall, threatening to block out the sky,
still he searches, the gangs do not bring him a family, in drugs he finds no peace
still his altars grow, still he sacrifices to the, crying out for them to save him, to end his pain
its been twenty years, the boy is a man in body but not in spirit, he has several children of his own now
each with a different mother, the altars now call for the ultimate sacrifice, he has nothing left to live for,
he doesn't think of his children, or his supposed friends as he stares at the ceiling, gun in hands
his last thoughts are of the beginings of his life, his last emotions are regret, silently he puts the gun into his mouth
listens for a moment to the crying child next door, his son, and pulls the trigger...
this boy through his life had many christian friends, but they were all to afraid to speak the faith they claimed
the simple faith that would have sent this boy down a very different path
as those friends waited in line for judgement, they saw him the boy they once knew...
his shoulders were slumped, his head hanging down, and by some couincedence he looked up
he saw his friends standing there, rage overtook his face, "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME? WHY DID YOU STAY SILENT? WHY?"
it was the boys turn, he knew what about to happen, screamed and fought against it with all his might
but once your dead its too late to change your mind, the boy looked at his friends once more and screamed "WHY?" as the demons dragged him into hell
when you share your faith all you put on the line is your dignity, your respect, your comfort, your life... on the other hand, his soul is on the line
so the next time when you feel that call to witness, put the fear that grabs your throat, and ice's your blood straight to the feet of God,
and then answer the call.. Matthew 28:18-20 And Jesus came up and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
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i dont know where that came from... i'm tired... goodnight ya'll devtheo@tamu.edu