Friday, May 9

Ladies and gents boys and girls i did not wake up until 4 oclock today. Then i but my hair, and started work on the back patio. Thats about it so far, i'm going to Kates play in about 15 minutes so yeah, i'm waiting for heather to get home so i can take her to the play too, speaking of which i need to get money so i can go to the play... i dont know how much it is though... oh well pax yo...
The truth is often stranger than fiction. Today i learned that the tracy i thought i had been talking to (lou's female upstream leader) is not who i thought she was, she really is traci (notice the different spelling, one with a y the other with an i) who is still in brians upstream group (well she is now in her own since she made leader) but isnt again who i thought she was :-) oh well, this works out to be just as cool if not cooler! Speaking of which can anyone tell me where tomball is? i left my atlas in my car. Also i moved out today, i am very very very tired. :-) oh well, so i helped three ppl move today (one being myself) I have to get a job tomorrow... or hopefully soon anyway... then hopefully i will have an answer for larry and jana. Goose called today (have you noticed that everyone has nicknames that sound nothing like their real names? amanda is goose, i'm mallard, nate is the ladies man, brian is lou, i guess on ren (karen) ash (ashley) and bethy (bethany) are even close. oh well, anyway, amanda called, we talked for a little while, (between you me and the wall, i think i'm going to try and call her tomorrow, she said something about my never calling and i realized that i never call anyone, unless i need something, and as we all know that just isnt the right way to go about things. I came home, my family missed me... :-) yay. ok i'm going to sleep now, goodnight moon goonight stars...

Wednesday, May 7

I hope they work...
I got comments back up...
I'm a little stressed right now... You know the kind of stress that you can feel in your body? Well i can feel mine between my shoulders, in my neck, and behind my eyes... A hot shower makes it go away for a while. But you can't be in the shower forever you know, it would get cold after a while. Yeah, I know, i just said that, its late, and i am tired. What i should do, what i want to do, you see what my body is crying out to me to do. is startmoving, i mean, just startmoving and work until my body is so tired i cant move anymore, till my muscles are so sore, that my back spasms, instead of that dull ache, i want real pain, you know, the pain that comes from real work, you know, i want to work a full day and be exausted from it. yeah, thats it! well we'll see how tomorrow goes.
Hello all, its me, the bum. Found out the DVD only half works today. CARPOLA! We will see.

Tuesday, May 6

Today is the day folks, i find out if living w/ Larry and Jana is a possbility. Pray for it, we should know if i am going to be very very soon.
Well ya'll i just got back from benigans (i've noticed that i blog a lot more now that my access to it is easier) i went with ash ren bethy lou dan and criag well you see the funny thing is that we didn't go to benigans, we went to dennys, cause benigans kitchen had closed. oh well. Denny's was good, a guy named gregg was our waiter, a real weird guy, he hit ren in the head with a menu. odd odd man. oh well. i'm kind of tired. wow i wonder why its 215! ha ha ha ha ha. I want to not go to bed, so i think that in a bit i am going to read Authentic Faith, its the clip in the away message i put up a lot nowa days. (aka the last day and a half) I've decided that i need to sleep more, you see i'm moody when i dont sleep. and that is not a good thing, i think thats why i didn't like highschool, i didnt sleep. well i really think i didn't like highschool cause i was the invisible kid. i hated it, thats why i dug into my youth group so much, cause everyone knew me, i was the one you could trust to do stuff (unless it required me to wake up, i'm not good at that) people trusted me there. no one even knew me at school. in fact they don't remember me these days, i guess not being involved will do that to a guy. I was the guy who at lunch ate super quick and then went to the library, (often i would just plain go to the library) books were my sanctuary back then, they were my doorway to somebetter place. i suppose thats why these days i have such an over active imagination. in highschool i was the invisible semi smart kid :-C oh well enough about highschool... in fact enough with this blog entry, its making me depressed.

Monday, May 5

Just finished burning books, what can i say, i'm a pyro, althogth i remembered like halfway through that we could have donated our books to a charity, but by then the flames had consumed far to much to turn back. speaking of which, only the cheapo non dairy creamer burns fun. oh well. and health and fitness books burn the best i think its cause theyre mostly cotton. bethy if you read this (and i joyfully accept the fact that only my sister, my mom and amanda read this blog) today was a good day, all told. I'm about to go to benigans with dan ren ash bethy and lou. (aka dan karen ashley bethany and brian) so pax out yo!
i love my sister, she misses me a whole bunch, and i just think shes cool. We took the carpet out of our room today the rooms disgusting, ICK ICK ICK ICK!!!
But the carpet is up, and i'm more ready to move out then before, brian bethy and i dont know who else and i are going to have a book burning tonight, now i know how that sounds, but its true, you see we went to sell our books back today, and you know what, THEY WONT BUY SOME OF THEM BACK! really they only wont buy back my health and fitness book, or lou's (brian) so we are going to burn them in the grill outside aston. cool huh? well anyway, its getting to be that time, PAX
Ok, so this is a test, I just downloaded a program that lets me update my blog without going to the website, cool huh? Well anyway, I dont have any finals until wednsday, but i am going to study for it, :-D anyway, i skipped church today, not on purpose mind you, i slept through, i feel really bad though, i left rachel waiting in mosher circle. growl!!! i feel like a jerk. :-( anyway, i just discovered something super cool i can change the way i look at the text. cool huh? anyway, its late and i'm sleepy, so pax yo. i will talk to you later. PEACE