Howdy ya'll Ted here, been hanging out with upstreamers since 530 today, its definitely 307 now. yay we did fun things, we talked about cool stuff, one of the things that seemed to come up a bunch was dating and marraige and stuff, and judy told this one story about a girl and her dad, and it just made me so stinking mad, i was seriously angry folks at the way this man had handled the responsibility of another human life, his own daughter, that dude obviously didn't know he was messing with God's daughter. GRRRR stuff like that always makes me angry, i know why it happens (stuff like that i mean, not why i get angry, but i have a theory on that.) its cause of sin. I am so joyful that God is more of a father to us than our own fathers. I pray that i'll be a good father, i've thought about it for a while, all i gotta say, the position of father and mother are so important, anyway i'm going to stop ranting about that. on the marriage we cass brought up like, if you had to marry someone right now, what would they be like, more who than what i guess. Welll i told them i didn't have an answer really, i think that must've been cause i haven't thught about that in a long time. Well i thought about it somemore and i've come up with summore answers, ok, by first one was Amber, cause she is such an amazing woman of God, wow her heart is on fire, its so great. Second is amanda (remember you who actually read this (and i only have proof of one) that this is not in any order, also that this is who that person would be like) She also is a great woman of God, constantly calling me up outta the blue to encourage me, constantly having scripture to help me out on my day (when i tell her whats going on that is) also she has such a great sense of humor oh wow, so cool, (the lady pitts is gonna hopefully laugh at my stupid jokes, hey guys, i think i'm funny, what can i say) ok, (if you havent caught on (and i hope you have) all these lovely ladies love God with all their hearts, and will be like Solomons beloved in SOS, like a wall. (if you ask nice i'll even explain it to you) and i truely believe that God will bless them with wonderful men) third, the lovely ladies of Upstream 15 colectivley, i say that cause they all share a faith for Christ that amazes me, that and they each have such wonderful qualities, (if i don't mention you, don't be hurt, its like i said 330 and i'm tired) mindy and rachel a for example, are such encouragers, always with a smile and something helpful to say, cass you've been through a lot and God has made you strong from it, Lauren your like the mom of the group, you care about everybody and you've got almost anything we could possibly need in your back pack, your all willing to just dig into his word, you guys seem to have fun debating theology you like discussing whats on your hearts and you are not afraid to speak your minds. anyway, wow i went off on a tangent there. fourth would be my mom and grandmother, you see, both of these are strong women, ladies i pray that this doesnt happen to you, men i dont know about you, but i pray it doesnt happen to us, you see my dad has lukemia and my mom has nursed him through that, (and it got real bad) and my grandmother took care of my grandfather while he had alzhymiers (sp?), my grandad left for the party with God in November(decided to try a new and fun way to say it) and my grandmother was by his side the whole time, i don't know about you, but wow, going daily to see your husband (or wife) of i think they were married about 60years, and not knowing if they would remember you, but still having your heart and your head so very much in love with them, i think that would scare me to death. ok, i dont know what number i'm on, and i'm to tired to read back and find out. but i think that that is it for now, i really cant think very well, so yeah tonight was fun. umm, sleep is good. oh and one thing to sum this all up, it doesn't matter what i have planed my wife to be like, cause in the end, God's going to decide. But i atleast know that shes going to be Godly. YAY!!

Well, my math test just violated my mind. I feel dirty, yeah, it was that bad. Oh well, His grace is sufficient for me. I hope I pass. The video is almost done. I feel tired, seriously however life is good, God is great, and as long as i am in him nothing of this world can harm me forever. I'm watching breakaway, the Stephen smith band is up leading praise and worship like the hauses they are. Oh the wonderful cross, oh the wonderful cross bids me come and die and find that I may truely live. Wow sometime later we just finished the video YAY

Well ladies and gents it has been about four days since last i posted, and i have little to report, Easter at home was good, but it could definitely have been better, definitely. Hannah and Heather know what i'm talking about. woot. Well operation Nalgene was a success, what is op nalgene you might ask. op nalgene (or op ng for short) was my plan to take my nalgene into the commons cafeteria, and fill it with rasberry tea, woot for success. Hmm, well I have i think the oportunity to live with L&J this summer, as of right now i feel called to take it. but i'm not sure, i'm seriously going to need the annointing of the lord for this one (not that i need it less for other things mind you, you know what i mean). well any way, school will soon be over, YAY, so woot for that as well. We will see. so yeah. pax